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Love is YOU April 1, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — pyramid8 @ 9:56 am

Love is You-

Love is when you carried me on your back so my feet wouldn’t get wet.

Love is when you wipe away my tears when I cry.

Love is when you laugh with me over something so funny.

Love is when you sexy dance in front of me.

Love I when you gave me you slippers and you walked barefoot so I wouldn’t ruin my new sandals.

Love is when you give support in all my endeavors.

Love is when you tickle me out of my breath.

Love is when you covered me so I wouldn’t get cold.

Love is when you catch the tears that fall down my cheeks.

Love is when you patiently taught me how to play pool.

Love is when you touch my face with your palms.

Love is when you look at me with soo much tenderness and pride and happiness and care and love.

Love is when you kiss me on my forehead and embrace me afterwards.

Love is when you give me out-of-this-world gifts anytime, anywhere.

Love is when you came to visit me in my hometown.

Love is when you road the bus with me halfway home.

Love is when you offer me your ffod.

Love is when you hold my hand inside the moviehouse.

Love is when you steal kisses from me.

Love is when you give me wonderful cards.

Love is when you sent me my favorite flowers.

Love is when you call me in the middle of the night to say I love you.

Love is when you say thank you.

Love is when you sing our song.

Love is when you include me in your prayers.

Love is when you made me forgive so many people who did me wrong.

Love is when you give me options and offered advices.

Love is when you look after my well-being.

Love is when we pray together.

Love is when you surprise me.

Love is you.

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Love according to Bob Ong

Filed under: Uncategorized — pyramid8 @ 9:52 am

1. “Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya..”

2. “Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.”

3. “Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.”

4. “Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.”

5. “Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.”

6. “Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din.”

7. “Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.”

8. “Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa *toink* kundi pagkukusa.”

9. “Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang.”

10. “Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una.”

11. “Hindi porke’t madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa.”

12. “Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o gwapo. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka.”

13. “Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority.”

14. “Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya.”

15. “Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo.”

16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”

17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”

18. “Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!”

19. “Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal…nakakatakot mahulog…at kapag nahulog ka, it’s either by accident or talagang *toink* ka..”

 

Empty Spaces

Filed under: Uncategorized — pyramid8 @ 9:47 am

Wandering aimlessly, staring desolately into empty spaces, my mind is acting up again. Too much information, not too many options that I can hand picked from the lot. I feel being robbed of the last coherence that I am helplessly clutching close to my heart. Nobody should be in this position, the last one standing in the corner with no way out.

You could be the one, but that’s because I will you to be. You are all the answers to the wrong questions. And what about saying all those things at the right time? Does that count as part of the point system in your tally board or just a plus factor that added to your collection of hapless beings? You know that I came for you, but your arms are folded and caring less than nothing.

The wind blew in a different direction, one I didn’t take. Maybe you fell and I wasn’t there to catch you. And the next flailing arms where right on for you, where even in the midst of chaos you couldn’t care less who gets bitten so long as it’s not you. It occurred to me that strategies don’t work well with people who have a strong sense of relativity in everything.

I am incensed. My mind is capable of something incomprehensible. Perplexity is nothing but a game and the pawn is willingly trudging the course, all bled out, exhausted and almost always on the verge of giving up. After waking up from a numbing sleep, routine takes place and I go through the motions as if everything is well with the world and I can always be careless yet another day.

If anything should happen, there is nothing to say but it happened as deserved.

 

Happiness in times of despair

Filed under: musings — pyramid8 @ 9:45 am

I regard myself as basically a positive person, who always sees the beauty in things and the people around me. My life evolves in a comfort zone where I shine with contentment. It doesn’t take much for me to be happy and content. The joy I am able to give to my family, seeing them as healthy and thriving in their own thing makes me happy. The moments of stress and toxicity in work does not rob me of my strength but instead makes me do more to be able to produce good work output and that makes me happy too. Showering my child and my spouse with attention, love and even material things makes me one proud mother and wife and that too is happiness for me.

The times that brings me down are moments that usually shapes my mood for the day. Whenever we have our petty fights and arguments automatically brings tears to my eyes, and causes me pain. Not because I usually lose to these arguments and bickerings but because enough hurtful feelings and words where felt and said that usually causes regret. Whenever I spank my girl for her wrongdoings are stuff that makes me a bad mother and that too pains my heart to the core. The sorry plight of other people, wrongdoings being done and injustice to some also makes me sad.

In those times, give me a hug or a smile or even a pat on my back usually calms my nerve and makes me feel better. Simple things, small gestures often does the trick. I guess what matters most are those funny little heartwarming moments grounding me and making me appreciate that life isn’t such a bad thing to live and that there will always be moments that downs me and there are also moments that pulls me back up. Those moments outweighs far more the pain and the stress and the disappointment. Truly God has ways of making me realize that I am not alone and that there is more to life than pain.

I wipe my tears, gather my bearing and face the world with a bright smile and a positive attitude. That is the aura that always exudes from me and for that I will always emerge winning the battles of everyday. Right now, no matter how strong the pull of weakness is for me, whenever I wake up with the two most important persons by my side, I feel invincible and ready to take on more challenges. After all, nothing is permanent in this world. I may live each day as if it’s the last but each day lived is worth more than a thousand hopeful thoughts and wishes for the future. How else will I be able to manage it without this positive feeling inside?

I know I have learned many lessons in my life the hard way, still coping with the disappointments I gave to those dearest to me, struggling still to make things better and all right for them but still learned them anyway. I pray and hope that time will not rob me of the opportunity to make things right. I have vowed to leave behind the moments of weakness, vowed never to come back and commit them again. I don’t need to understand them all, I only need to accept and get on with what I have know, which is more than I can ask for. I will emerge stronger from this, pained and full of scratches but still standing up and heading on to something far greater than this.

Such wonderful feeling to know that freedom from pain awaits. That is happiness in times of despair.

 

The Truth Of The Matter Is

Filed under: musings — pyramid8 @ 9:39 am

I have this person in my life who just gets on my nerve just as easy as making me smile on occasion.

I now understand that this person was meant to be a part of my life to teach me character, one that I cannot just learn from the books and definitely one that cannot just be said to me so that I will follow and live it.

I have also come to accept that when I stopped questioning this person’s real agenda, I began to breathe easier and have come to relax in stride. I cannot possibly force my mindset on this one, just as that person may somehow not understand my own mindset. And so, as I have resolved many times, I shall continue to understand and accept that there are people who are out to test me and all my actions towards such tests will also determine their reactions and maybe even affections towards me.

As the old adage goes, live and let live. How apt in these times of growth and endless search for the answers to a myriad of questions besieging me as I continue to learn who I am. My search for the right path has lead me to some unknown territory, emerged never unscathed but always slightly up with wisdom.

And so, as a tribute to one of the people who have stood their ground to test my limits and my capabilities in this lifetime, I offer this humble acceptance to the truth. After all, I stand to benefit from all of this when I shall again trudge a new path to new beginnings.

I cannot name names, I am not that advanced in my pursuit to turn everything to those whom I regarded as my trials, but I at least have started the process of acceptance.

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Overcoming Obstacles

Filed under: musings — pyramid8 @ 9:32 am

How many times have you been in a situation where you think it is the end of the road for you? The trials were of such magnitude that you can hardly breathe, wracking your brains for solutions that were nowhere to be found.

How about trying to prove your self true to the person that you have vowed to love and to hold until this lifetime ends? No matter how you express the adoration in words and action, you were not taken seriously, and in fact were mocked many times over.

Have you ever been in a situation where you cried your eyes dry asking forgiveness for all your trespasses but those people even had the nerved to refuse listening to your pleas and explanation?

What about bruising your knees kneeling and bowing your head so low in church praying for that one request you wanted so badly but didn’t get?

These are some of the few obstacles we face each day, bullied to and fro by disappointment, pain and hardships that makes us scatterbrains.

On the other hand, have you also experienced getting that unexpected recognition and promotion from work?

Or be blessed with a child, whose smile can melt your heart away and remove all the tiredness that you feel after a hard day’s work.

How about being a recipient of undying love and affection, celebrating anniversaries and special moments with love ones.

What about getting a negative result from all your medical check-up, thus a clean bill of health?

Or an unexpected answer to a prayer long forgotten, but was provided in the most opportune time?

The good stuff outweighs the bad, right? And yet, we always find some inane reason to complain about so many things, making us ingrates for all the blessings we get. When we have found that precious time to assess our existence in this world, and don’t wait when you are in your deathbed, please remember one thing à we are the reason why things happen to us. It is not because of some cosmic rotation of the planets, or the zodiacs aligning in the universe, or that irritating person we met along the way, and never because God just doesn’t seem to listen to us.

It is always about what we do, how we do it, and why we do it that things happen to us. So let us quit pointing all our fingers at somebody or something else and just about time, point it back to us. Taking responsibility for what we have become is the easiest way to come to terms about everything that happened to us. Along the way, we not only gain the respect of others, but we also become wiser. And wisdom is a good enough weapon for us to overcome whatever obstacles will come our way.

Good luck and make this year be great!! We all have the means.

 

dancing with my tears June 4, 2010

Filed under: musings — pyramid8 @ 12:12 am

Oh such pain, it’s the disappointment, much to my dismay that led me to shed those unwelcomed tears last night. I kept blinking and unblinking in the hope that it won’t flow like it did, torrential rain on my cheeks.

It was those damn thoughts, I wish everything would go away. That it never happened. There should be an undo button somewhere in this lifetime because not all mistakes are meant to happen. Those that say all things happen for a reason just gave that exact reason to convince their selves of everything that happened to them.

I think everything would have been okay had it not been for the obvious reason that all that happen where just full of bull and crap, combined them together and you have an heck of a hell-ride.

Those scattered petals on my bed where just an illusion, and all those songs meant to substantiate all the feelings poured forth were just that, songs and petals of days gone by.

Oh, my tears didn’t like the taste of my cheeks. They decided to stop. And now my next dilemma would be how to sleep and ignore the jumbled thoughts crashing and clashing inside my head.

I should have been born an eagle. I would never worry myself of these things, only where to get my next meal. Instead I was born a mythical creature , though powerful and strong, have feelings and apparently sheds tears.

Sigh.